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to live present

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Six days – that’s the marker for when the next big stage of my life will begin. For months I’ve been planning and prepping for my wedding day. I’ve had countless conversations about flowers and place settings and dresses and hair and food and chairs and venues. My head has spun from the endless possibilities for what this day could look like. I frequently find myself almost holding my breath, then I remind myself to exhale, breath in and out, relax, enjoy this season for all the craziness that it is. This is the one time I will experience this and I owe it to myself to fully embrace each wild moment.

To keep all of my thoughts straight for the big day I am making notes everywhere – my phone, scraps of paper, printed lists, an app, and a notebook. I’m not sure why I chose this particular notebook to keep my current life together. It’s one that normally sits on my bedside where I make little notes from the day – things I want to remember about an experience, conversation or a prayer. It even has a pro/con list about a house I considered buying last summer.

But this notebook also has notes about how I felt when I started dating my future husband. And it has a prayer I penned in Costa Rica last summer that was a deep cry of my heart:

“I want to live in this moment…not tomorrow or next week. Lord, help me to live now. To abide in You. To live full. Help me to be ever present in the moment, hearing your voice, sensing your presence.”

As I keep notes about my wedding in this journal I can’t help but feel that using this notebook was a divine moment to remind me about living present. To remind myself of how I felt when I first met Brian. To see, recognize and embrace each of these quickly passing moments. To live present.

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2 thoughts on “to live present

  1. I remember planning our wedding 9 years ago. I had a notebook started with ideas even before officially engaged and checking websites:) it is a crazy time that you will be glad when its done, but all the memories are so worth it:) this season of life causes you to grow, and your married life will cause you to grow every day. Wishing you the best:) ~Sherri Shugarts

  2. Heather… You are wise beyond your years, and I am so impressed with your heart. Your wedding day will soon be here, then before you know it, it will be over. I’m so glad you are making the time and effort to savor each moment of this precious time! God has done such a sweet thing in bringing you two together… and perhaps sometime we’ll get to sit down over coffee and I can hear all the lovely details of your story!!

    Next summer would be perfect for a little CdA getaway vacation! Keep in mind we have a lovely guest cottage perfect for honeymooners!! Grin!

    Love you!! Blessings on this crazy, wonderful week!!

    Pris

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